Stop trying to 'Become' and just 'Be'... Start by learning to truly accept the moment, no longer allowing your mind to wander from it. Don't be 'mastered', be the 'master'. Then realize that it is by no means an accident that you are different from the 'others', you are a unique child of the universe for a reason, even if the reason is not yet apparent to you. If you embrace your true self by realizing that you are truly whole, lacking in nothing, and you perpetually strive to live within the moment, the 'bliss' will pour fourth effortlessly. This is the true nature of your eternal spirit, 'bliss'. What was forgotten can be remembered o' child of God...